i regret to inform you that i have no regrets

my life is filled with regret. but i dont let it affect me. as i always say to myself, "no regrets". thats why i just keep moving forward. no matter how many regrettable things ive done, i easily ignore it and never let the feeling of regret get to me. the problem with this attitude is that, well, in my case, i just keep moving forward even if i keep making wrong turns or wrong decisions. ive made so many wrong turns and wrong decisions in my life and from time to time i know im about to make another one but i dont change my course and just keep moving forward. its because i know im not going to feel regret or force myself not to feel it. im just going to pick myself up again and just head forward. so in the end, im probably moving forward in the wrong direction and i mindlessly (mindlessly?) continue along this path because i dont feel sorry or become distressed with the wrong turns/decisions ive made, or about to make. at least i dont get stuck. but some would argue that that would be a better situation than going deeper and deeper into the wrong path. the reason i wrote this is because i think im about to make another wrong turn or about to make a wrong decision, and i cant stop myself even i know this will become another regrettable decision. its like im compelled to just keep on treading this path. its either this path just so happens to be surrounded with wrong turns but would still lead me to the right direction or its really the wrong path and i just dont want to head back towards the right direction because im a slothful person (which could mean the return of the sloth, the true slothful part of me and not just my ordinary lazy ass/non-deadly sin self).