damn hair

hey! my right eye wants to see what my left eye is enjoying!

i have that long and messy hair again. not really that long, but long enough to cover my eyes or one of my eyes, depending where the wind is blowing. i dont know why i refuse to have my hair cut. not that i dont want short hair or a clean cut look, but i prefer to have my hair long, and i dont know why. so im willing to have that "bad hair day" look everyday. that is why i always wear a cap. if i have a cap on, most likely, its meant to hide the long, unruly hair.

also, i really dont enjoy the trips to the barbershop. the barbers always want to engage in "small talk", which i really dont like (i dont like the idea of making conversation for the sake of conversation). i understand that the "small talk" is meant to beat their boredom but i really dont like to engage in "small talks", so in order to avoid it, i limit my visits to the barbershop.

i dont know why im willing to endure this unruly hair which is hard to manage especially on windy days. is it just because i dont like to engage in "small talk"? of course not, but it is a deterrent, i mean, it does discourage me from having my hair cut. besides, "small talk" usually revolves around personal stuff, and im very protective of my privacy. i dont know, maybe sheer stubborness? maybe i should have a little more sense of vanity. nah, i think the cap solves the problem. it may be a quick fix solution but a solution nonetheless.