Thursday, October 09, 2008

one step closer to the edge

im an extremist. last friday, had 2 finals exams, scheduled consecutively. so it was a 1pm to 8pm exam (had skyflakes and ice coffee in between exams to keep me going). i managed to do it even if i had a sleepless night. thats the strange part, i had a sleepless night for no reason at all. just plain insomnia...and wrong timing (so i was lying in bed for for almost 6 hours staring at the ceiling, watching HIMYM from time to time since i wasnt feeling sleepy at all and a couple of attempts to study but to no avail since i was too tired). its like my bio-clock suddenly malfunctioned. maybe im really not fit for the intense studying shit. but i cant go back to being a crammer because that wont work in the bar.

and this coming monday, aside from one final exam, i have a hearing in antipolo in the morning. and again, i want to prove to myself that it can be done. the stuff im experiencing right now is really nothing compared to what reality and life has to offer in the next few years.

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