its been 2 months and a week since ive been sick! crap. at least now i just have a cold. the cough started sometime around the first week of february. two weeks later, something went wrong with my digestive system (dont know which organ specifically, could be my stomach, could be my intestines). then my kidney area also started aching. it was a physically painful 2 months. mostly coughing and chest pains. i also had to "read a magazine" more often than i should (lasted for a month! a month!). it was really disrupting my daily activities.
and things got worse when march started. i was really, really busy. i dont even sleep the usual 8 hours. there are times that im just on autopilot. march is really a blur to me although i know i was doing a lot of stuff during that month.
then i got addicted to the stupid mafia wars game. still addicted though. i need to stop the addiction!
when april kicked in, i just had a feeling something bad is about to happen. not sure if it already happened though. i still have a feeling something will happen. but this time im not sure if its good or bad. i think its a bit bad but im not as certain as before. it could be my mind is clouded right now so im having a hard time sensing what will happen. for some reason, since sunday, it is as if my sense of foresight suddenly disappeared. its like i went blind for some reason.
now, i have this academic concern i need to attend to but since its the holy week, i will have to go back to school on monday. tomorrow, i will be the designated driver for the visita iglesia and then go montalban after to stay there until sunday.
what im trying to say...nothing really. im just saying that ive been busy, in physical pain for quite some time and im getting my old life back. but like a friend's husband said to me, it wont be the same.
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