i friend just told me a few weeks ago that in my current state (and i think he was referring to my really current state), its either im sleeping or im awake. or something to that effect. so which is which? i guess ive been sleeping for quite some time now (more than a decade perhaps? or less? like short intervals of waking moments and sleep for longer periods), and its time to wake up. really wake up. what worries me is that ive been asleep for so long that im not even sure who i am as a person who's awake. am i still that person? i still think i am but have i changed so much? or as another friend said about people changing, will i become more of myself when i wake up?
i have a theory that somehow will be tested if i do decide to wake up (actually i have decided to wake up, its only a matter of time or figuring out how to really wake up and not go back to sleep again). i have a theory about life and death. the moment a person starts to live is the moment he starts to die. the closer he is in finding the meaning of life, universe and everything, the closer he is in meeting that guy named death. the moment he understands what 42 stands for, is the moment his life ceases because he has seen a glimpse of the true purpose, the true meaning of life. no one is meant to gain life's secret and live long enough to tell anyone about it. thats what makes life personal, meaningful and interesting.
Quotes:
The trick is to combine your waking rational abilities with the infinite possibilities of your dreams. Because, if you can do that, you can do anything. - Guy Forsyth
im quoting lines from the movie Waking Life...and the weird thing about this movie is when i watched it...my mind wasnt really there. i watched the entire movie with my mind roaming elsewhere. so my memory is the movie is mostly what i saw and i dont recall much about what i heard. crap. i need to watch this movie again
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