i think im one of the few examinees who didnt "fully" rest the day after the last bar exam and started doing something similar to looking for work. i havent officially started looking for work but i did spend a portion of the day after thinking and planning on how to look for work.
i guess im a workaholic of sorts. its not that im addicted to work but im addicted to managing to keep myself busy. its not that i dont rest but i see myself as someone who never stops "moving." besides, i did go out with an old friend yesterday so i think that counts as a form of rest.
i think my mind was demanding rest during the last day of the exam. while answering the last subject for the bar exam, my left hand and my mind was so tired that i forgot how to spell "respectfully" for a few minutes. i wrote "restpectfully". i looked at the word for a few seconds and said "that word doesnt look right. it looks longer than the way it should." it took me a few more seconds to figure out that the letter "t" before "res" shouldnt be there. so i wondered, was it just a forgotten spelling or my mind is demanding me to rest already right after the exam.
anyway, i was told that im supposed to feel something the day after the bar exams, when some realization is supposed to sink in. i didnt feel it. i guess im too busy with stuff. or maybe because i rarely live in the present. earlier this day, i compiled all the bar review materials i used, arranged and organized them and stored them neatly in some part of my room (about 5-6 feet of reading materials). i also took out a few books (non-law books) im going to read while waiting to be employed again (sorry eyes if there wont be a break from reading, but at least this time, the youtube breaks would be longer). i was also able to update my resume and make a cover letter, had it printed and reproduced. so today was a very productive day.
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