ive been singing a lot lately. i sing in the morning when im getting ready for work. i sing in the evening while im checking my emails and browsing stuff on the internet. i sing during idle moments like sitting on a bench, waiting for something.
this started when i changed my state of mind (mid-september, almost three weeks ago). when i managed to put my positive self on the "driver's seat". so my negative self is just on the back seat, probably sulking. anyway, i think the reason for singing a lot isnt really because of the positive mood. but more of a manifestation of my talkative self. since i have no one to talk to, might as well just sing. instead of feeling frustrated that everyone's busy with their lives and no time to just sit and talk a while, might as well sing. since no one has enough energy to talk to me for hours on a daily basis and since no one has the same free time as i do, might as well sing. so singing is just a way to keep my sanity? actually, im insanely sane for a person of my personality. so its not a matter of keeping my sanity but more of not giving my negative self enough fuel to take back the driver's seat. i have reasons for bringing out this side of me at this moment in time and until i have done what i intend to do, negative self better stay put at the backseat.
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