2009 single

"I've still got a lot of years ahead of me to just erase these feelings. i want to go back and finish the things I've yet to finish."

AGAIN by YUI

I'm supposed to be chasing after my dream in this narrow winding road, stumbling in the crowds of people.

It's not that I want to return to that past, I am just searching for the sky I have lost. I hope you understand. Don't make that sad face as if you have been sacrificed. Tears aren't the end of one's sins. We have to carry it with us forever, in this maze of emotions that has no exit.

Who am I waiting for? As scribbled on the blank note, I want to blurt it out more justly. What do I want to escape from? Is it this thing called "reality"?

"For what am I living for?" In the middle of the night as my memories are fading. I can't play safe anymore, but there is nowhere to go too. There's still so much in life to remove this feeling. I will feel nostalgic about it. I welcome this pain.

I have to apologize for this. I'm sorry. I can't say it well. I'm just causing worries.

Everything that I embraced that day. Everything that I will embrace tomorrow. I will not arrange them in any order. I hope you understand. I closed my eyes but I could still see things I do not want to see.

Unnecessary rumors that I hear for the first time, so what? "Face it and we will be friends" Don't tell lies like these. My heart agitated from deep inside, a burning sensation runs through my body.

Actually I'm expecting something from this thing called "reality". "For what am I living for?" I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me? I can't play safe anymore, but there is nowhere to go too.

I am grateful for all the kindness, so I want to become stronger to march on (im on the way). I do welcome friends and foes.

How do I open the next door? I'm thinking. The unretractable story has begun. Open your eyes. Open your eyes.

There is still so much in life to remove this feeling. I want to start all over again so that I can complete what I haven't done. Shall we go again?

"For what am I living?" I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me? I can't play safe anymore, but there is nowhere to go too. I am grateful for all the kindness, so I want to become stronger. I feel the nostalgia.

I welcome this pain.

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