weight matters

im down to 148lbs. i would say its not good because i dont easily gain weight (and i dont lose this much weight either). its actually an effort for me to gain some weight.

as of january 2008, my weight was 170-172lbs.

when i graduated from college, i was 150-155lbs. that was march 2004.

when i was a college freshman, my weight was 130lbs.

i started gaining weight around 3rd year college. and i started gaining weight again around 3rd year in law school. just a coincidence. i knew how much i ate in both instances when i gained weight. around 3rd year college, my class schedule allowed me to have lunch at home so i usually ate for a full hour because i took my time eating my lunch and i ate a lot too (in addition to the food i ate in school). also i was taking some meds for my skin allergy that increased my appetite. as for my weight gain in law school, i usually eat while sitting around, waiting for people or stuff. i had a lot of money to spend for food during that time. so in both instances, it was merely an increase in appetite and food intake. and lack of physical and mental activity.

i started at 130lbs when i was a college freshman. and after 9 years my current weight now is just 18lbs away from my weight back in 2000. ive been attempting to gain some weight but i really cant maintain it for more than a week. and ive never steadily lost this much weight before. normally i lose 5 but i regain it after some time. i cant lose more weight because it took me years to gain the weight ive gained. and i really need me some blubber for next year. if things go as i want them to be, i will need to gain back the pounds i lost or reach 180lbs because i expect to lose weight next year because next year will be a very demanding year, physically and mentally.