its raining right now. sort of. i can hear some raindrops on the roof. this cant be rain. its like some leaking faucet with one small drop of water per minute. i want real rain!
yup. im being unreasonable and insatiable.
i woke up earlier today feeling the cold air and said, while half-awake, that this isnt enough. its cold, yeah sure but i want it to be colder! much, much colder! i want to shiver! i want to crave for some hot beverage because its too damn cold. i want to eat spicy ramyun without breaking a sweat. i want to wear layers and layers of clothing and still feel the cold air fighting against the warmth. i want to be forced to use a blanket when i sleep. i havent used a blanket for years. my grandmother gave me a blanket as a gift two christmases ago and her present is still unopened up to this day because i have no use for it.
what does the rain have to do with it? well, if its raining, its bound to get colder. i dont think its possible to ask for a colder weather without asking for rain in this part of the planet.
if the heavens do decide to give me rain, i mean, the rain that i want, i bet its going to give it to me in a way that will make regret cross my mind and my pride will attempt to reject it from going any further inside my head. i think pride will win.
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