humans are scarier

i remember back in law school (wow, i can finally say this) i would walk the dark corridors alone at 10 pm or 11pm at the 3rd floor of malcolm hall. its almost pitch black since classes end at 9pm. i would go there to get some stuff inside my locker. what i dont get it is why i have such memories. there's supposed to be a gate at the 2nd floor that should be closed by that time preventing access to the 3rd floor. but i think there are exceptional days when some classes end up very late so that would explain how i managed to get to the 3rd floor. ive also experienced a couple of times walking alone at the academic oval around 1am. my cousin always asks me how i could do that because he finds it really scary to walk alone at such time inside UP. well, i simply dont see ghosts. and im not afraid of the dark. although there are times when i wake up in the middle of the night and see a white humanoid form sitting at the foot of my bed, i simply think of it as a nightmare since i always feel im half-awake during those moments. so its possible im still in a dream-like state. ive had some unexplainable experiences that are scary (like many years ago when i was about to fall asleep when suddenly some air like force pressed against my back and started hearing a man saying something in chinese. the voice was saying chinese sounding words and the sound of the voice was swirling around my head. it only lasted for a few seconds, more or less five seconds) but i dont let it get to me. thats why i can easily walk dark corridors alone even in such unholy hours.

i also remember back in college that i got addicted to sadako. i would just stare at the desktop wallpaper of sadako (the one where she is crawling out of the TV set with nails torn off her fingers) in the middle of the night and try to imagine her crawling out of the computer. aaah, my lovely sadako. she was my addiction before 50 first dates.