weight gain diet

i think i finally restored my normal appetite. this means im starting to eat a lot again. during the bar review, i eat only three times a day (the basic three meals) and in average or less than average quantities. maybe its weird but i really lose my appetite or forget to eat when im busy or when i have important stuff in my head. thats why i lost some weight recently.

now, i eat at least four times a day and i make sure i have at least one heavy meal each day (heavy meal means at least three servings of rice in one meal). but that doesnt mean im going to gain weight soon. it takes some time before i start gaining weight. maybe after three months. that is if im able to maintain my big appetite.

at work, my officemates are amazed with how much i can eat and not gain weight at all. most people would be envious (especially women) but its really frustrating because i easily lose weight and have difficulty gaining it back. it was only after college that i really started gaining weight. but then again, i would rather have this problem than the other way around.