i believe...

there's always a way out. always. when youre in deep shit, you dont have to go further in. theres always a way out. problem is sometimes, going further in is better than looking for a way out. but still, its a way out. sometimes the problem is, what are you willing to do to get out? or how far will you go to get out?

that there is no such thing as coincidence. everything happens for a reason. or there must be an underlying reason for everything that happens. because if there's none, life is just being cruel. well, life is fortunate that we have the freedom to come up and believe whatever reason we can find.

that once is enough when it comes to giving someone a chance. a second chance is not worth giving. it will only lead to disappointment. like earlier, i shouldnt have given her a chance to make up for what she did. but i did. and what happened? i ended up wasting my time, trying not to lose my temper and her telling me "maybe now is not the right time. maybe next time". what!? how can she turn this around just like that? im the one being open to whatever she had to say and i end up being the one who appears to be on the wrong side. it made me wonder, does she really think she is worth that much just because i gave her another chance to make things right?

that there's always time for everything. its all about time management. but sometimes, the problem is, we cant keep up with time. we grow old, we become weak, we prioritize the wrong things. and time never stops running. we either end up wasting it or making sure every minute of it is spent wisely. its never time's fault when someone runs out of time.

that there is no such thing as no such thing. anything is possible. impossible is nothing. well, this is what i tell myself to believe. not because i believe in it means its true or will actually happen. as the song goes, don't stop believing. it might hurt but well, everybody hurts.

that God exists. i believe in Him. unfortunately He created me skeptical and stubborn. i dont know how it works out or if it works out but i do believe. i have faith. problem is, God also created me as someone cursed/gifted with inner contradictions. im both of most, if not all, opposites or extremes.