months of the year

i dont like this September. why? i dont know. i just dont like it. even if season 5 of How I Met Your Mother will begin on September 21. and its not because i wont be taking the bar this year. so if there's anything i shouldnt like regarding taking the bar, its the year, not the month. so one thing i dont like about 2009 is the fact that i wasnt i able to take it this year. so i dont have problems with September with regard to taking the bar. so why dont i like it? like i said, i dont know. its like months ago when i thought April has something malevolent up its sleeve. why did i think April was malevolent? no reason, i just thought it was malevolent. in a way, it was. and August always has a nasty and unfortunate surprise. i have no comments about May, June and July. they were somewhat average. somewhat. not completely average. January, February and March of this year were notable but i didnt know what to expect before they happened. so what do i think about October? i dont have any comment for October yet. the same goes for November. but the thing with November is that i always end up liking it. well, i have a bias for November. as for December, i had a weird vague memory earlier this day that someone will beat me up on December. the weirder part is, how the hell did i have a vague memory of it? or maybe i was still heavily intoxicated. or maybe i have brain damage caused by regular intake of alcohol in increasing amounts. or simply insanity caused by boredom and inner contradictions.