ignorance is bliss

im starting to think that my cousin was right. maybe thinking is overrated. by thinking a lot or thinking too much, i see things differently from most people. and lately, i really want to stop seeing the things i see. and i can only stop seeing these things when i stop thinking, when i stop anticipating. but the choice i made requires me to be at least two steps ahead of everyone. so what will i do now? well, i have no choice but to continue. if in the end my cousin is right, ive made my choice already and whats done is done.