to not talk to someone when doing nothing. i mean, ive noticed some people just have to talk to someone. maybe its boredom or something else which forces them to start a conversation. probably with anyone. the reason for the probability is because even if i make myself appear as the non-conversational type (or not the type who talks to anyone or not talk to people im not close to), some people ignore it when they really have no choice. they try to start a conversation anyway. to no avail of course. they could throw all the opening statements they want and im just going to close it. i dont like small talk and i only engage in it when necessary. or when im in the mood. but its hard to catch me to be in the mood to talk. anyway, i just noticed that some people just have to talk to someone. its like getting stuck in a room with another person. im the one who can last for hours without talking and the other one cant last 30 seconds and will feel compelled to talk about anything just for the sake of having a conversation no matter how useless it is and very much a waste of brain cells. i think its more useful to make use of the brain cells to think of non-sensical stuff thats amusing than use it to talk to someone about stuff no one cares about.
again, maybe im just tired and worn out. or im just expressing some form of arrogance because people think im this very nice guy. ive always believed that man is born evil and he spends his life trying to be nice. then my blockmate told me that i should speak for myself. well, i am speaking for myself. its a life long struggle to be nice actually, and its really frustrating that some people arent even trying. again, im digressing. its like digression night.
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