maybe i do look like someone who easily gets angry. or look pissed. lately, people have been reacting that i have a temper when i answer back (even to simple non-debatable questions).
i admit i raise my voice and i get agitated but its not that im angry. a little pissed but what i want to happen is a little heated discussion. thats it. well, most people dont like it but i do. theres nothing like a heated discussion to jumpstart your day or before going to sleep. it ruins the atmosphere but then again, im miserable 24/7 and thats the only excitement i get in my very boring and monotonous life (well, there's the occasional distraction of getting myself absorbed in whatever captivating thoughts i have but its hard to think of one lately). or a heated discussion is the only way i can think of to make a conversation interesting. im not a fan of small talks. either i try to end it quickly or force something useful out of it.
i guess my "i dont fucking care" attitude is back in the frontlines.
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