this is the third time i received the email. first was back in february 2004. next was august of 2006. and now august of 2008. two year intervals. hmmm.
when i saw the email in my inbox, i said, "not again!". it made me paranoid because in the first two instances i received the email, something enters my life that just changes things. it is of such siginificant change that i would say its a chapter of its own (if i divided my life into chapters).
it might be just a coincidence that after receiving the email, i undergo some form of phase. or maybe the email just makes me aware of the changes that are happening. it doesnt necessarily induce it. and the changes usually involve emotions and relationships. maybe im just paranoid. i have no way of confirming this anytime soon. but it will happen within six months. so maybe it is just paranoia. wait. now that i metioned months, i just realized, the most crucial month of the change occurs on the sixth month. i mean, the definitive month while i am undergoing the phase is the sixth month. its not the month where the phase ends but its the most notable month. when i received the email on february 2004, something fucked up happened to me on august 2004. when i received the email on august 2006, something fucked up happened to me on february 2007. so should i watch out for february 2009? crap. paranoia galore.
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